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        PERFECTIONISM - TRYING TO BE RIGHT

      • Your Survival Strategy

        You have a Survival Strategy. You are not your Survival Strategy.

        WHAT IS SURVIVAL?

        Survival is a specific orientation to life where your entire purpose and focus is to simply get by, to make it through.

         

        Surviving takes everything you have to maintain your status quo. It is designed the way so you have no surplus Presence, no abundance of Being or Being With.

         

        This is why surviving is exhausting. At the end of the day - or the end of each moment - there is no surplus.

         

        The objective of many Survival Strategies is to create enough surplus (money, food, fame, love...) that you can finally feel safe enough to relax.

         

        But you must stay in survival so that your Survival Strategy works, and you have no other options for your life, so the safety created by having properties, cars, bank accounts, investment portfolios, lovers, 'friends' in high places, etc. is all superficial, and in the end useless, because your overall objective is still survival. The unconsciously terrifying fear-based inner-world of survival still prevails.

        WHAT IS YOUR SURVIVAL STRATEGY?

        WHERE DID YOUR SURVIVAL STRATEGY COME FROM?

        HOW DOES YOUR SURVIVAL STRATEGY WORK?

        YOUR SURVIVAL STRATEGY IS PART OF YOUR 'BOX'

         

         

         

        TYPES OF SURVIVAL STRATEGIES

        An excellent reason to learn about various types and functionalities of Survival Strategies (that is, if you need a reason...) is to become a more relational human being. Every human being has a Survival Strategy.

         

        Every human being is potentially NOT their Survival Strategy.

         

        To whatever degree a person is still identified with their Survival Strategy and relating to the world and others (including you...) from their Survival Strategy, it pays to bigtime to understand how the various types of Survival Strategies work so that you can work around them and experience some human to human connection.

         

        It does not matter what kind of survival Strategy you use because they all more-or-less work. You have survived.

         

        SURVIVAL STRATEGY COMPONENTS

        1. Believing and committing to the view that "I am okay."
        2. Believing and committing to the view that "I am not okay."
        3. Installing Energetic Blocks around your heart, your voice, your sexuality, your mental acuity.
        4. Splintering-off parts of your Being during trauma and keeping the part of you disconnected so you are never whole again.
        5. Using the smallest shred of evidence to make the same Stories over and over to support your Survival Strategy worldview.
        6. Create Mind Splits.
        7. Create Mind Machines.
        8. Creating Major Victim Circumstances to be rescued and/or to get revenge.
        9. To escape into Fantasy Worlds.
        10. To escape into Confusion.
        11. To escape into Delusions (self-generated illusions about what is and what is not).
        12. To flood yourself with Voices from external authority figures that judge and criticize you.
        13. To try to be Perfect and either imagine that you succeed and are 'The Chosen One', or that you fail and that you are 'The Hopeless One'.
        14. To Control everyone and everything around you using Perfectionist ideals which they may or may not subscribe to, but you do, and you are RIGHT.
        15. To drop out of society and become a hippie surfer vagabond bum. Make society wrong, or make yourself WRONG in the eyes of society.
        16. To join as a follower in any kind of sect (such as a church with a belief system...) to avoid having to take responsibility for your life in the world. 
        17. To Contaminate your Adult Ego State with your Child Ego State so you can rule the world around you as a child with neediness and tantrums.
        18. To Contaminate your Adult Ego State with your Parent Ego State so you can rule the world around you as a parent, with rules and commands.
        19. To Contaminate your Adult Ego State with your Gremlin Ego State so you can rule the world around you with Shadow Principles.
        20. To Contaminate your Adult Ego State by making a Contract with some kind of Demon which takes over in stressful situations.
        21. To become invisible and powerless so you are not perceived as dangerous and others to not have to attack you.
        22. To mix your Emotions and live addicted to emotional states of aggressivity, nostalgia, depression, sentimentality, hysteria, isolation, despair, jealousy, shame, greed, resignation, carelessness, self-pity, self-hatred so people cannot connect with you.
        23. To stay addicted to unnecessary risks, investments, gambling, spying, lying, cheating, stealing, fighting in gangs, competing against other businesses in win-lose games.
        24. To become 'uglier' or 'more beautiful' than all those around you.
        25. To saturate your interactions with sexual energy as a White Widow, Grey Widow, or Black Widow.
        26. To become cheerful, bright, and happy all the time so as not to be a burden.
        27. To become unpleasable so as to constantly punish anyone who might want to love you or care for you.
        28. To be socially or intellectually inferior or superior to all others, regardless of the evidence.
        29. To voraciously climb the ladder in any hierarchical organization to gain the maximum power over all the others so as to command them to do your bidding.
        30. ...and on and on and on. 

        Human being are astonishingly inventive with the diversity and inconceivable cleverness of the Survival Strategies we create. The only problem with your glorified circus side-show act is that even the most successful Survival Strategy only creates the same outcome as any other: mere survival.

        LOOKING GOOD AND LOOKING BAD SURVIVAL STRATEGIES

        from Gabriel Millinger 2022

        I Observe that parallel to the "looking good" strategy, I also use a "looking bad" strategy.

         

        Looking bad is being upfront about being hooked, having an emotion, being sucked into low drama, etc..

         

        After I state these things, I look good (by looking bad) and very often I am not asked further questions and no action has to occur.

         

        Thus, I set up a space in which I am accepted by the team by manipulating them: They think that I "do my work" while I take care with my Gremlin that they do not catch me, so no transformation occurs.

         

        In case the Team points me out, I have lots of Reasoning and disguise-confetti, and only rarely is their Sword Of Clarity steady and sharp enough (and their Conscious Gremlins big enough) to reach me.

         

        I got into a huge Liquid State, when Devin Gleeson and Benedikt Betz Navigated Space for me and did not put their Swords down. It was intense with all the confetti in the room.

         

        My Gremlin roared and tried all of his strategies. Even now, 3 months after this space, I am still Liquid, and I live with a question Anne-Chloé Destremau asked on the Possibilitator DACH call a few weeks ago: How can I take care that I consciously use my own Gremlin to take my Gremlin apart into a Liquid State?

         

        This is my new Practice. It keeps me quite awake!

        THE COST OF HAVING YOUR SURVIVAL STRATEGY IN CHARGE

        You cannot be Present as yourself.

         

        Not being present as yourself cuts you off from connection with others, communication, intimacy, teamwork.

        You are restricted to having only one purpose: survival.

         

        Having only the survival purpose means you cannot Take A Stand, you cannot Commit, you cannot Shift Identity, you must dedicate your Gremlin to your own survival and cannot, for example, use your Gremlin to Go Nonlinear or Go Unreasonable.

         

        Having only the survival purpose means you cannot advocate for anything other than your own survival. You cannot be your Archetypal Lineage in action, you cannot serve something greater than yourself.

         

        In the condition where protecting yourself is necessary in order to keep being able to serve your Archetypal Lineage, the situation is temporary. Once you are out of the situation then surviving is put back in its proper place and you can continue to Live Full Out.

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        STAY IN FANTASY WORLDS - BELIEVE WHATEVER YOU WANT TO BE TRUE

      • THE FLIP OVER FROM SURVIVING TO LIVING

        WHAT IS LIVING?

        Isn't it strange that questions such as, "What is life about?" "How should I live?" "What is the meaning of life?" "What does it mean to really live?" are understandable and perhaps even considered important?

         

        The questions indicate the state of the questioner.

         

        Without being shown or given any other options besides merely surviving, the 'how to live' questions make sense. "What is life really about?" "Is this all there is?"

         

        The Context of modern culture does not permit further distinctions to be made. But this restriction in that Context does not prevent additional distinctions being made in other Contexts.

         

        This is where the Context of next culture - archearchy - begins to shine. Its Distinctions provide whole new domains of perception, experience, inner navigation, skillfulness, responsibility and awareness.

        BUILD MATRIX FOR ADULTHOOD

        Leaving behind Survival by shifting into Living does not happen by itself. Yes, you are designed for the transition from Survival to Living to take place, beginning about 18 years of age. But several factors weigh unfairly against you.

         

        First, you are born and raised in a culture that does not prepare you for this great life transition. Schooling only emphasizes intellectual development, and your mind has been distorted out of proportion to such a degree that you may think that you will die if you stop thinking.

         

        Second, authentic Healing and Adulthood Initiatory processes that are formidable enough to cause Transformation have been banished from modern culture some 6000 years ago. Any ideas you may have heard about 'initiation into adulthood' have probably come from indigenous or mass-religion traditions that are not founded in and do not relate to the rapidly changing conditions on Earth at the beginning of the 21st Century.

         

        Third, cultures that welcome and support you becoming a Living Initiated Adult Being are only partially established so far. Small pockets of archearchal 'next cultures' thrive in certain project spaces, consciously-contexted nanonations, and intentional communities. These operate well-below the radar of mainstream news so - due to you being terrorized by big government and corporate media - you assume anything so 'abnormal' must be a dangerous cult or sect. The injunction is that you must be crazy if you are attracted to anything like that.

         

        The net result is that up until now it is very unlikely that you have built much Matrix in your Being so support Living.

         

        The necessity of, and procedures for, Building Matrix are neither understood nor promoted in modern culture.

         

        Matrix is built out of new Distinctions that land in your Being and catch more consciousness.

         

        1. Take A Stand for entering a Life Of Learning by entering a Life Of Practice.
        2. Become Centered.
        3. Become Grounded.
        4. Become Bubbled.
        5. Become Present.
        6. Minimize your NOW.
        7. Avoid making Judgements, even about other people's Judgements.
        8. Avoid making Conclusions, even about other people's Conclusions.
        9. Avoid making Stories, even about other people's Stories.
        10. Avoid making Assumptions, even about other people's Assumptions.
        11. Avoid making Expectations, even about other people's Expectations.
        12. Avoid making Resentments, even about other people's Resentments.
        13. Hold Space for something other than Survival.
        14. Navigate Space into Extraordinary and Archetypal domains in all parts of your life.
        15. Have your Sword Of Clarity to hand.
        16. Start entering your Matrix Points in your free account at StartOver.xyz.
        17. Upgrade your Thoughtware from Standard Human Intelligence Thoughtware.
        18. Learn to Consciously Feel.
        19. Participate in a 4-or-8 week online-or-offline Rage Club. Consider also doing Rage Club Spaceholder Training to deliver Rage Club yourself.
        20. Create enough Value to quit your corporate job.
        21. Make Distinctions.
        22. Read all of the Recommended Possibilitator Books, preferably with someone else or better, in a weekly Study Group.
        23. Make Boundaries. Say what you want. Say what you don't want. Unleash your Real Voice.
        24. Take Radical Responsibility for your life.
        25. Avoid Low Drama. Consciously feed your Gremlin with your High Drama requests.
        26. Create an official weekly Possibility Team, online or offline.
        27. Watch all of the Recommended Possibilitator Videos, preferably in your Possibility Team.
        28. Negotiate 5 Body Intimacy Journeys.
        29. Relocate your Point Of Origin to archearchy.
        Will Building this much Matrix take time and energy to do?
        Yes. It will.
         
        Where can you get the time and energy (and money) to Build this much Matrix?
        By placing Matrix Building at the center of your life, the highest Value of your world... higher than new shoes, watching sports on TV, gossiping, being in Low Dramas, rebuilding your apartment, gambling, smoking, drinking, having the finest foods, going to health spa resorts, etc.

        THE WHOLE WORLD DISSOLVES

        There is a problem you create by Building Matrix. When you have enough Matrix - you experience 'evolution by reflex'. What this means is that, almost without warning, when you have built the proper quantity and quality of Matrix, your awareness and values suddenly evolve to the next level of complexity, elegance, and sophistication. You can suddenly create things you could never create before. You suddenly understand, connect, and relate in ways you could never understand or relate in before. You can suddenly take responsibility for things you could not take responsibility for before. Your previous world suddenly dissolves as if it did not actually exist, and you find yourself in an entirely new world. Nothing changes but everything is different. If you have not heard of this before it can be violently unsettling. For example, you might assume that you are going insane. (You are not.) Now that you have heard of it, when it occurs, you have your little 'X' on the map that tells you what is actually going on. You are evolving simply because you had enough Matrix for this particular evolution to occur.

         

        Seeds sprout when they are in proper conditions. Caterpillars emerge from their cocoon when they are sufficiently formed. Humans evolve into new orders of awareness when they have build enough Matrix. This is pretty straightforward stuff, the mechanics of Transformation.

         

        The experience is what you might come to recognize as: Radical Adventure. Evolution by reflex is Radical Adventure.

         

        Those people we know who have made the flip over from Surviving to Living report a significant Liquid State in every dimension of themselves and their life. What this means specifically is unique for each person (because each person is unique), but in general this Mega Liquid State seems to have several characteristics in common.

         

        For example:

         

         

         

        NEW WORLDVIEWS EMERGE

        JACKING-IN TO ADULTHOOD

        BRIGHT PRINCIPLES

        ARCHETYPAL LINEAGE

        HEALING PROCESSES

        AUTHENTIC ADULTHOOD INITIATIONS

        ENTER PHASE 2 OF EVERYTHING

        Phase 2 of Feelings Work.

        Phase 2 of Gremlin Work.

        BECOMING A SOURCE OF TRANSFORMATION

        Stop waiting around for someone else to cause Transformation in you.

        Stop waiting around for someone else to cause Transformation in your circumstances.

        Stop waiting around for someone else to cause Transformation in your organization.

        RELOCATE YOUR ASSEMBLAGE POINT

        SHIFT IDENTITY

        LIVING ECSTATICALLY IN 5-BODIES

      • STARR - White Widow Strategy

        by Vera Franco

         

        Matrix Code: STARRSxx.10

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        BILLIONAIRE - BEING A 'SUCCESS' AS DEFINED BY EXTERNAL AUTHORITY

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        BEGGAR - BEING A 'FAILURE' TO AVOID HAVING TO BE RESPONSIBLE

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        NICE GIRL/ GOOD BOY - BEING CHEERFUL AND BRIGHT TO MAKE OTHERS HAPPY

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        SURVIVOR - TOUGHER THAN ANYTHING OUT THERE: TOUCH ME AND YOU DIE

      • Survival Strategy Experiments

        Painful awareness is a catalyst that allows your Being to escape from deep patterns into bigger Presence and Connection.

        • EXPERIMENT: In Startover.xyz we use a capital 'E' on the term 'Experiment' to signify that you are doing a 'conscious experiment', meaning, that you maintain that particular kind of Attention you would maintain if you were an Alchemist or a Sorceress doing a particularly transformative test, being wary that the effort builds valuable Matrix in your Being attracting further Consciousness, but hyper-aware that it could go wrong in unpredictably nasty ways.
        • WARN PEOPLE: Formally and clearly warn people around you that you are a Possibilitator and will be doing an Experiment to put yourself on auto-pilot, to be asleep at the wheel, to be a Zombie, consciously creating Low Drama, for the purpose of learning better to stay awake, be Radically Responsible, and create High Drama.
        • ASK PEOPLE'S PERMISSION: Ask them if they will tolerate your insanity while you do this Experiment for 5 to 10 minutes.
        • APOLOGIZE: Apologize earnestly afterwards for any disturbance you caused during your Experiment, but do not insist on going back to the Middle World. Your Nonlinear or Unreasonable behavior
        • ASK FOR FEEDBACK:  How was it for them? Use Completion Loops when you listen as a Space to whatever they want to tell you, even if it all about them.
        • KEEP YOUR GREMLIN ON ITS CHAIN: Do not let your Gremlin stay in control of you and gloat, or keep doing Gremlin shit when the other Gremlins wake up from your Experiment in unconsciousness and irresponsibility. Keep your Gremlin on it chain, even if it needs to be a long chain for 5 or 10 minutes.
        • KEEP TRACK OF TIME: Or better yet, ask someone else to be your TIME KEEPER, to tell you when the 5 or 10 minutes is up. Go for at least 5 minutes. Any shorter is too short so feel the pain of the consequences. But do the Experiment no longer than 10 minutes, or you might forget that you are doing an Experiment. You could get swept up into a whirlpool of energy, caught in your own Booby-Trap. Hours or even days may go by while your Survival Strategy plays itself out until you enter the Waking State again and Notice that you have been lost in the Ordinary World. 
        • EMOTIONS LAST LONGER THAN 3 MINUTES: This means that the adrenalin and hormones released into your bloodstream by signals from your brain when you are in an Emotionally Reactive state will still be in your bloodstream! even after you have stopped the Experiment. That does not mean that your Emotions are real! They are Emotions! They do not come from the present. They come from the past, from the future, and from the belief system of other people or institutions. Stay Present in your Adult Ego State in a Minimized NOW and Observe how after 20 minutes the sensations from the chemicals in your bloodstream fade out. NOTE: If the sensations continue past 20 minutes, then you have called in a 'Rider' - an energy sucking vampire entity. Good. Then you know exactly how you did it - you know the Trigger Phrase you used - and you can become a Trigger Hunter, capturing this particular 'Trigger Phrase' into the physical prison of your Beep! Book as words on paper. Keep out your Sword Of Clarity and go hunting for the next Trigger Phrase. This is Archetypal Warrioress and Warrior work of the highest order!
        • DOCUMENT YOUR WORK: This is an Experiment. Write down what you did and what you learned. Be as clear and specific as you can about what happened, not what you think about what happened. At the end of the Experiment you are doing now you can already know what your next Experiment will be. Then go for it.
        • USE RAPID LEARNING: There are 2 kinds of Rapid Learning: a Pressure Rapid Learning (Go! Beep! Shift! Go!) and a Vacuum Rapid Learning. The Survival Strategy Experiments offered below are Pressure Rapid Learning, which means the environment will give you Beep!s and Go!s. Pay Attention to the Beep!s and Go!s as indicators of what to keep or Shift! as you design your next Experiment.

        Consciously Enter Your Brain Split To Make Yourself Psychotic

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Control Others Using The Parent Ego State

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Control Others Using The Child Ego State

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Let Your Gremlin Do Its Hidden Purpose On Others Or Yourself

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Do Bullshit To Distract People From Presence

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Be Adaptive To Not Be A Problem

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Be An Unconscious Asshole

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Give Your Center Away To Not Be A Threat

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Break Your Commitment To Receive Scorn

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        About getting negative attention... better than no attention at all.
         

        Consciously Do Not Use Your Disk Of Nothing And Get Offended

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Stay Identified To Defend Your Box

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Stay In Your Illusions

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01

        Consciously Feed and Stay In Your Fantasy Worlds

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01

        Consciously Get Fiercely Offended About Someone Using What You Created

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Refuse To Change Your Mind

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        Defend to the death a belief, a concept, a small-picture view.
         

        Consciously Avoid Being Present

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        Because the only place things can change is in the Present where there is no time. Stories exist in time. If you are holding onto a story you are in time. The NOW in the Present is too small for stories.
         

        Consciously Avoid Authenticity

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01

        Consciously Stay Filled Up And Fully Occupied

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01

        Become a block instead of a Space so there is no room for anything but your ideas, beliefs, attitudes, and behaviors where you are. Do not get off it. Be stubborn about it.

        Consciously Contaminate Your Adult Ego State With Your Child Ego State To Avoid Responsibility

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Contaminate Your Adult Ego State With Your Parent Ego State (RELIGION) To Avoid Responsibility

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Contaminate Your Adult Ego State With Your Parent Ego State (CORPORATE BRAND FIDELITY) To Avoid Responsibility

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Contaminate Your Adult Ego State With Your Parent Ego State (POLITICAL PARTY BELIEFS) To Avoid Responsibility

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Contaminate Your Adult Ego State With Your Parent Ego State (YOUR PARENT'S RULES AND BELIEFS) To Avoid Responsibility

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Refuse To Learn Anything To Protect Your Status Quo

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Refuse To Practice Anything To Avoid Building Matrix

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Make Only CHILD Offers For Intimacy To Avoid Being Adult In The Present

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Make Only PARENT Offers For Intimacy To Avoid Being Adult In The Present

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Make Only GREMLIN Offers For Intimacy To Avoid Being Adult In The Present

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Make Only GREEN BRAIN Interactions To Feel Safe And Connected

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Make Only RED BRAIN Interactions To Feel Safe And Taking Actions

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Make Only BLUE BRAIN Interactions To Feel Safe And Right

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Make Only YELLOW BRAIN Interactions To Feel Safe In The Unconcerned Big-Picture Overview

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Create Only "I Win, You Lose" Competitive Interactions To Make Yourself SUPERIOR

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        Competition involves constant comparisons against other people or against standards set by external authorities. The Box may feel comfortable only being a loser, or only being perfect, the best. Both are insane because they are so far away from reality. But to the Box, being Inferior or being Superior may feel like life-or-death necessity.
         

        Consciously Create Only "I Win, You Lose" Competitive Interactions To Make Yourself INFERIOR

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        Competition involves constant comparisons against other people or against standards set by external authorities. The Box may feel comfortable only being a loser, or only being perfect, the best. Both are insane because they are so far away from reality. But to the Box, being Inferior or being Superior may feel like life-or-death necessity.
         

        Consciously Be The Problem

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        To get negative attention, to be in the center, to feel seen.
         

        Consciously Make Someone Else The Problem

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        To be the good boy, to be right, to be the Angel, to be the nice girl, to be the Teacher's Pet, to keep yourself cut off from friends, to betray others before they betray you, to blame, to resent, to be superior, to be arrogant, to reject Presence and Innocence, to have Schadenfreude food for your Gremlin, etc. Find your own Box's purposes.
         

        Consciously Always Have A Problem Conversation

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        To avoid finding out who you are when there is no problem.

        Consciously Avoid Putting The Poop On The Table

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        Hide the Poop. Pretend as if there is no Poop. Keep the Poop under the table. Keep Poop in your secret Poop Treasure Chest (secret resentments, secret withholds, secret hatreds, secret commitments to get revenge) so that no matter what happens, you always have some Poop to pull out and use against anyone to avoid Presence and Intimacy.
         

        Consciously Avoid Noticing Details To Keep Your Fantasy World Bubble From Being Popped By Reality

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        Keep whistling. Keep making comments or telling little jokes. Keep worrying about the past or the future, or your parents, or your kids, or money, or your hair, or the state of the world, anything to avoid being Present.
         

        Consciously Use "I Know" Torpedoes

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Use "I don't know" Torpedoes

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Fail So The World Sees What Horrible Parents You Had

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        This is about getting revenge on your parents
         

        Consciously Generate Sleep Waves

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
         
         

        Consciously Generate Confusion Waves

        Matrix Code: SURVIVAL.01
        Box 13.
      • StartOver.xyz

        NOTE: This website is a Bubble in the Bubble Map of the free-to-play massively-multiplayer online-and-offline thoughtware-upgrade matrix-building personal-transformation real-life adventure-game called StartOver.xyz. It is a doorway to experiments that upgrade your thoughtware so you can relocate your point of origin and create more possibility. Your knowledge is what you think about. Your thoughtware is what you use to think with. When you change your thoughtware, you go through a liquid state as your mind reorganizes itself. Liquid states can bring up transformational feelings and emotions. By upgrading your thoughtware you build matrix to hold more consciousness and leave behind a low drama life of reactivity. No one can upgrade your thoughtware for you. More interestingly, no one can stop you from upgrading your thoughtware. Our theory is that when we collectively build 1,000,000 new Matrix Points we will change the morphogenetic field of the human race for the better. Please choose responsibly to read this website. Reading this whole website is worth 1 Matrix Point. Doing any of the experiments earns you additional Matrix Points. Please use Matrix Code SURVIVAL.00 to log your Matrix Point for reading this website on StartOver.xyz. Thank you for playing full out!

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